I always struggled with meditation. I didn't get it. I was a martial artist, a certified hypnotist, psychology major and tarot card reader, but meditation? Forget it. And that kept me from awakening to my spiritual gifts for a long time. My cards were telling me to meditate. My psychic advisors were telling me that my spirits want me to meditate. But I couldn't. Until. I found Magick and my own formula for getting into the meditative state.